Tonight, 2 of the young girls that I used to work with, were heading into the city to board the "Wild Boyz Afloat" cruise ship. This is a virtual floating male strip show. (I've have previously boarded this boat for some fun, so I know what's involved...... young, beautiful men, stripping off their cloths, while beautiful women of all ages, grope over their nakedness.....MY KINDA FUN lol)

As I sat at home, in my boring bed, reviewing my exciting youth, I had the overwhelming feeling of wishing I was young again!! 

It really sucks to get old!! In your mind, you feel so young and long to be out partying, but as your time has passed, this leaves you sitting at home wallowing in self-pity and dreaming of your youthful days to be relived!!

I consider myself to be somewhat a young, hip, banging, older Gal. I also think I act younger then most of the women my age. Hey......I believe, if you feel young, act young, and are young at heart, this must be the receipt to keep you young!!

I know you only live once, so I want to stay living for as long as I can!! I just wish a woman's age wasn't reflected in her appearance!! 

See......if I didn't look older, then I could have slipped in with this younger group of girls, unnoticed, and drank myself blind, while ogling half naked men and no one would have noticed that I'm middle aged.

I'm sure that I would be the life of the party and I even think I could have taught some of these "Spring Chickens" a few tricks of the older generation, but unfortunately my face gives me away!! 

Well at least I can be thankful that I've lived this long, because some young peoples lives are cut way to short by disasters i.e. accident, illnesses, and occasionally at their own hand. 

So I wish my friends the best of time and I also wish them a long life that way one day they will be 40 sitting home while their younger friends leave them out of the fun......just like me!!