My (C)-(U)-(N)ext-(T)uesday Retail Face
Posted by Desiree Sheets-Chavolla on Sunday, May 2, 2010
Under: Me being Me
Have you ever felt the need to keep a fake smile plastered on your face, but all the while your cursing under your breath, and between clenched teeth your mumbling "Fuck off you fuckin' fuckwit"??
I must have been in one of them moods last night. Everyone and everything seemed to be getting on my nerves. (of course, my mood was compounded by the fact that it was my 'Friday' and I couldn't wait to get the hell out of there.....I was an "over tired, cranky bitch".......at least I can see myself clearly and not pretend!!)
Usually, my smiley face and my positive attitude is pleasant and genuine, but not last tonight!! I wanted to "Bitch Slap" a couple of people!! Of course I didn't, but that didn't stop me from fantasising about it!! (See everybody......I can fantasise about things other than sex and married men, lol.....not often but occiasionally!!)
I even had someone ask me about my favourite "Man Menu", Mr. Pecks!! I wasn't really in the mood, so I replied with a "Meh"!! I'm seriously just about over it!! (Im just thankful the rumours flying around aren't about me & him)
I managed to make it through the night and as soon as I could, I bolted for the exit!! I didn't look back as I practically ran to my car.
I made it home, crawled into bed and pondered my bad mood. I can pinpoint exactly what and who, put me in my foul mood, but unfortunately I can't blog about it, so I settled to "get over it!!" and closed my eyes.
This didn't leave much time for sleeping, cause I had a 1030am date at Pilates with a friend. I made it to the gym, I let the Pilates torture my bad mood right out of me!! ALL NEW AGAIN.......almost!!
In : Me being Me